Selected Recent Publications

2020
Lilia Kilburn. 2020. “Epistemology of the Answering Machine: Cher, Chaz, Mourning, and Some Trans Archives.” Camera Obscura, 35, 103, Pp. 1-38. Publisher's VersionAbstract
This article responds to the call, long latent in queer theory, for more nuanced portrayals of vocality. As Andrew Anastasia writes in the introductory issue of TSQ: Transgender Studies Quarterly, accounts of vocality that consider only the voice’s discursive or linguistic qualities “relegate the embodied voice to a service role of rendering audible the coherent thought.” Similarly, for trans-gender individuals undergoing vocal change, media technologies of vocality like the telephone and the answering machine—the subject of this article—do more than render subjects audible. Through a sustained engagement with archives concerning Cher and her transgender son, Chaz Bono, including the documentary Becoming Chaz (dir. Fenton Bailey and Randy Barbato, US, 2011) and memoirs and coming- out guides written by Chaz, and with a particular focus on an exchange concerning an answering machine that lodges Chaz’s changing voice, this article examines how sonic archives are, for Cher and Chaz as for earlier listeners, contested sites of mourning and becoming. Through a reading of Chaz’s voice on Cher’s answering machine, one that considers the projects of phonography and telephony on which it is based, and which draws as well on the concurrent archival concerns of the television show Transparent (Amazon, 2014–19), the article demonstrates how the epistemic and affective stakes of transgender bodies are mediated through specific sonic technologies that give rise to forms of mournful archives. It seeks to show how the answering machine subtends histories that conflate literal death and gender transition; for Chaz, it also affords more radical possibilities than verbal practice alone. Attending to the answering machine complicates the association between voice and agency on which a slogan like “Silence = Death” relies and yields a rethinking of media history and sound studies as they relate to queer lives.
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2018
Lilia Kilburn. 2018. “Ghost-Righting: The Spectral Ethics and Haunted Spouses of Richard Linklater's Before Trilogy.” Criticism, 60, 1, Pp. 1-25.Abstract
In recent years, analysts of cinematic ghosts have called for ways of “learning to live with ghosts”; in this paper, I argue that Richard Linklater's Before trilogy—1995's Before Sunrise, 2004's Before Sunset, and 2012's Before Midnight—models precisely such a process. I attend to the crucial role of ghosts in sparking and sustaining the romance at the heart of Before, and I argue that Linklater's trilogy is not only ghost-written (relying formally on ghosts) and ghost-ridden (relying narratively on a preponderance of them) but a staging ground for ghost-righting, an active ghosting in the vein of Derrida's spectral ethics. Issues considered include traditional narrative patterning of love and death; ghosts and (dis)embodiment in Western cinema; spectrality in the work of Jacques Derrida and Roland Barthes; questions of temporality, duration, and fear of death; romantic historiography; and the intimate politics of Before.
Kilburn Ghost-Righting 2018
2017
Lilia Kilburn. 2017. “Blow guns: escapist erotics in Spring Breakers.” Senses of Cinema, 83.Abstract
This article takes up the proposition that Americans love guns-- an ahistorical shoulder-shrug of a phrase-- by reading cinematic examples of intimacy between Americans and firearms, notably in Harmony Korine's Spring Breakers, 2012, via its central character of Alien (played by James Franco), and its visual citations of Jean Genet's Un Chant d'Amour, 1950. It considers the relationship of firearms to American spatial practices like manifest destiny and spring break, analyzes their relationship to white supremacy, and traces the entwined development of guns and filmic technologies. Other texts considered include Korine's broader oeuvre, Brian de Palma's Scarface (1983), Chekhov's dictum about rifles and theater, and Roland Barthes' analysis of William Klein’s photograph Little Italy (1955),