Mindful Musings

Periodic posts — playful, profound, personal. A little bit of introspection and momentary mental release. The opinions expressed here are my own, and do not necessarily reflect the views of my employer, professors, or the University.

Matilda

I never did inherit my father's green thumb, but I read somewhere that this plant is almost impossible to kill. (Save for a stubborn bamboo plant, pretty much every plant I have ever had under my watch perished.)

Meet Matilda, my Jade Devil's Ivy.

Matilda (Jade Devil's Ivy)

Epipremnum aureum, a.k.a. Devil's Ivy, Pothos
 

I brought her home back in November, and she has since grown plenty of roots. I decided to place her in a different vase, so I performed a little bit of plant surgery. Let's see if she survives. If she thrives after a while, I may plant her later in a proper pot with soil.

#ChangeCanBeGood #QueSeraSera

If Surface Scratched, then Dig Deeper

P is for passion, problem-solving and... programming?

It has been a while since I worked on a project so enjoyable that I have lost track of time. Something that involves creative problem-solving, and seeing the immediate results of changes to this or that, engages a part of my brain that shuts all other distractions out. It's really quite something else.

Scratch Project Wizard Before Makeover This fall semester I am taking an introductory computer science course to fulfill some credits for my CS minor. The class is geared toward non-technical students, to give them a broad understanding of technology, and perhaps to help the tech-averse increase their comfort level around computers.

The final lecture covers programming (writing software), and our last problem set for the term includes creating a project in Scratch. Scratch is a programming language created at the MIT Media Lab by the Lifelong Kindergarten Group. It's aim is to help young people to "think creatively, reason systematically, and work collaboratively."

Weekend of firsts

Having just returned from a relaxing and invigorating Thanksgiving holiday at a friend's family ranch—where, for the first time, I caught fish (using leftover turkey as bait), and destroyed cans of fizzy drinks shooting a shotgun, also for the first time—I began to explore the Scratch Projects page for some ideas and inspiration. Also, this was literally part of the assignment: "Your mission is, quite simply, to have fun with Scratch and implement a project of your choice..." And boy, did I have fun with it!

Scratch Project Hippo v07 Scripts with Comments

Once I got started—piecing the programming puzzles together; setting up and expanding conditions and loops; making subtle modifications to vector sprites; editing audio clips; thinking of ways to make the program behave a certain way when I did a certain thing; adjusting, testing, adjusting, testing, again and again and again—I just kept going. Suddenly, it was five o'clock in the morning.

Just keep coding, just keep coding

Scratch Project Wizard After MakeoverEvery night since last weekend, I have been working on this project to improve upon it, and fix any issues that may have surfaced during its various iterations. I took care not to stay up past two o'clock, however, lest a grumpy zombie at the office I be. By the second or third night, I think, I have already surpassed the minimum requirements for this homework. Nevertheless, I still felt the urge to keep going, to build it up, and to enhance the user experience.

During the design and testing process, I managed to coax my husband to participate. I solicited his feedback and ideas for improvement, and asked him to test the mechanics of the game. Being an avid gamer himself, with natural instincts for these things, he is of the strong opinion that the room for improvement is clearly cavernous. I might as well give up and submit the darn thing before I break it. I trust him, of course, so that is what I shall do, just as soon as I finish this one last tweak...

Scratch Project: Happy Hippo Hunting Game

One of Four Hundred

400 students make Harvard history

so say the Harvard Gazette headline, and I thought to myself: "Pretty awesome to be one of 400."

My participation in this historic event has given me immense pleasure and great honor. I will treasure the friendships that blossomed and the conversations that sparked inspiration on that memorable autumn weekend.

HES Inaugural Convocation Celebration 2018

Posing with my fellow degree candidates at the Science Center Plaza Tent during the convocation reception (Photo by Angie Harris, HES Student)
 
 

The possibilities of making a positive impact in our society, and feeling within reach the dreams and opportunities to change ourselves and the world for the better — these things I will not take for granted.

#HESconvocation #HarvardExtension #InauguralConvocation

Seeking Serenity Through Stoicism

Aiming for Ataraxia

"The Stoics believe that everything around us operates according to a web of cause and effect, resulting in a rational structure of the universe which they call Logos. And while we may not always have control over the events affecting us, we can have control over how we approach things."

-- Massimo Pigliucci, "The philosophy of Stoicism," a TED-Ed Original

I believe and try to live by this philosophy. I used to be a very emotional and impulsive person, quick to let my feelings overpower logic. I might have even, more than once, proudly proclaimed that my heart ruled over my head! For years I experienced anger, frustration, and sadness—often blaming them on other people, or events, or bad luck—before I realized that my own attitudes and reactions to circumstances beyond my control caused such negative emotional outcomes.

For someone who deeply believed that happiness, satisfaction, and success had to equate with having control over everything all the time, letting things just be seemed very complicated and out of reach. But, having a little bit of patience (mostly with myself), practicing self-awareness, accepting things and people as they are, and learning when to let things go have helped me gain a more tolerant disposition and peaceful existence.

Don't Let the Dark Side Win

When someone tries to drag you down, pull them up instead. But, if they resist and insist on spreading their toxic energy, spoiling your serenity, don't let it be. Just walk away, and let the black hole of their making swallow them up.

Serenity Now

Today I am thankful for the extra ounce of patience in my reserve, for remembering to breathe slowly and deliberately, and for knowing when to bite my tongue.

#JustAnotherManicMonday #TakeYourChillPill #SerenityNow
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